your human touch

your human touch is just bearable
your skin is not as soft as it used to be
your smell does not bring me joy
but instead pain.
you human touch,
becomes null
you have become what i feared most.
you have become bearable.

your human touch is just bearable.
and I can't help the way i lack to feel it.
maybe it's because i am afraid to see it.
but nothing seems to bring me pleasure.
I have become what i feared most.
bearable.

your human touch is just bearable.
no memory or hug will mend it.
no rejection or acceptance will help it.
no laughter or tears will fix this.
we have become just bearable.
no human.
or touch.
is here.