I was thinking of what to say

and then I said it

"I don't want to do this anymore"

Pupils Dilate.

Blood thickens,

freezes, releases,

leaving you in pieces

as I pack my bag and

walk away.

Your voice trembles.

"I don't understand"

you say.

I look at you straight

in the face,

the typhonic rush

of tears that remain

make me say:

"I can't lie

like you lie

to yourself."

"Please don't walk away

I can explain"

I leave you there

bare.

and from the window
i feel your stare
watching me go.
piercing the back of my head
as i move ahead.

a life without you
is a life i can bear.
no more heart of mine
to tear.

no heart, no heart
what heart?
it's gone.
puf.